PERFECT BALANCE.

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My Love Will Never Fail You - Marie Hines

I am good with words. I am good with how I use these words. I am good in how I convey these thoughts into words..how it is written and said. Maybe I am gifted with how I use these words..But I hope you will believe me in everything that I say. Remember these words will never be enough to make you feel what I really feel now because of you.

I was listening to the song posted above for more than an hour already. This is just one of the songs that makes me want to write here again. My heart is filled with gratitude, happiness, love and I know it is stronger than ever because you are here with me.

I don't really believe in chances or serendipity. We can always choose what we want to be, who we want to be with or even the people we want to be with and even the situations we are in. But I think what we have is a perfect balance of serendipity and the choices that we made months ago. And I am thankful it all happened this year. It is unexpected. It is beautiful. It is perfect for us.

Thank you. Thank you so much for the unconditional love you're showing to this little brat girl..Thank you for making me yours and for allowing me to call you my one and only.

As much as I want to share every bit of emotion I have now...I want to keep it to myself. You definitely know what my thoughts are..so don't get bothered. I will see you soon.

I love you so much.

xoxo,
s.♥

disclaimer: I haven't edited the post above. Free flowing thoughts on this one.:)

It's always nice to feel special and loved, but it would be nice if you will make someone feel special and loved.. :) To make something very special work, two people should and must make an effort to make it happen.. :)

**credits to the owner of the video

xoxo,
s.♥

They just looked soooooo good together. I've watched this video over and over again and they looked so perfect!!!!

xoxo,
s.♥

2013: I am a FIGHTER!

I posted my dreams/goals/plans for 2013 here. Unfortunately I am thinking of cutting my hair really short, think EMMA WATSON. :)

I first heard the song THE FIGHTER on a video dedicated to the Ateneo Men's Basketball during their  (annual) bonfire at the Ateneo. Instant recall of course. I looked for the video over a month ago and I am watching/listening to it for the nth time already.

Here are my favorite lines:

Chorus
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

This week was hell. First my story idea was rejected by my professor (Saturday), and two something happened at work (Monday-that's when I started to listen to this song again) then today I got the "best" message ever(Friday)! I do not know why this is happening since all came from different directions (school-work-personal). I felt searing pain this morning from reading the message. My ego was terribly bruised over the weekend and last Monday and I do not know if I even deserve this AT ALL. 

Don't get me wrong, I can still say 2012 has been the best year since 2008. :) Well there are just some little bumps along the way, but what happened this week was something I never expected (duh?). 

A month ago a friend told me, someone described me as a strong woman. Maybe I am. But for 2013, I promise I will be a fighter, I will be stronger, I will be VERY PATIENT, I will be a better person and I will try new things, broaden my horizons and be happy, contented and free! Yes, very idealistic but I will dream big, aim big and pray to God to help and guide me. Who's with me? Yes yes yes!

xoxo,
s.♥