I have this weird thing happening to me in the past. It's like a sickness and it won't go away. I do not know how to stop this. I am inside this circle or the path I am taking is circular, and like what I
learned in Math before..A circle never ends. It keeps on running the same path and that's what I've been doing before. I've noticed this last 2006. But that time its something you can't control.
EX-BOYFRIEND.
When my ex-boyfriend went abroad in 2005 I couldn't get over it until last February 2009.
I was very guilty because I knew he only showed sincerity and friendship. But what the hell did I do? I entertained someone while we were "exclusively dating" and when we officially got together it's too late because he needed to be with his family abroad.
I know, it was an immature relationship but it doesn't follow that I didn't really care about him. I was the problem. I am very selfish.He left with his family and its something I couldn't control. What I am hoping is I should've done something good to him that made him happy and he won't be able to forget me.
I feel guilty at the time..and now I realized I can't do anything in the past anymore..Move on and forgive myself.
EX-BOYFRIEND.
When my ex-boyfriend went abroad in 2005 I couldn't get over it until last February 2009.
I was very guilty because I knew he only showed sincerity and friendship. But what the hell did I do? I entertained someone while we were "exclusively dating" and when we officially got together it's too late because he needed to be with his family abroad.
I know, it was an immature relationship but it doesn't follow that I didn't really care about him. I was the problem. I am very selfish.He left with his family and its something I couldn't control. What I am hoping is I should've done something good to him that made him happy and he won't be able to forget me.
I feel guilty at the time..and now I realized I can't do anything in the past anymore..Move on and forgive myself.
xoxo,
s.
