S FACTS.

1. The eX Factor

EX- sina-una, nakaraan, natapos, dati pa..

-         past, end, previous

I live in the past, yes, half of me. I can not untangle myself from my past and the past of others. I will get affected by everything, every person, every song or thing that was related to your past. Nakakaloka.

Based from what I see now, I am much better now but I am still that kind of person. Hindi ko na siguro talaga yun maalis.I don’t know how to erase it in my system. I know it’s not good and it’s not helping my relationship with other people, but I am really trying.

*sigh*

FOR YOU: I have you now and forever, right? Anxiety attack again.

2. If I say NO, it really means N-O..NO..

I rarely say yes, most of the time I say no.

Ayaw ko, ayaw ko talaga. Pag pinilit mo ako na halimabawa sumama sa iyo..goodluck sayo..imbyernahin kita the whole time or papalagpasin ko muna pero babawi ako ng bonggang bonggang bara para sa’yo.

Kaya umaayaw ako pag talagang ayaw ko kasi the tendency is I might be too obvious that I am not to enthusiastic to be with other people or to visit the place and I might say something wrong and other people will get offended. Iwas na sa away and misunderstanding.


xoxo,




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