Friday, December 7, 2012

2013: I am a FIGHTER!


I posted my dreams/goals/plans for 2013 here. Unfortunately I am thinking of cutting my hair really short, think EMMA WATSON. :)

I first heard the song THE FIGHTER on a video dedicated to the Ateneo Men's Basketball during their  (annual) bonfire at the Ateneo. Instant recall of course. I looked for the video over a month ago and I am watching/listening to it for the nth time already.

Here are my favorite lines:

Chorus
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter


This week was hell. First my story idea was rejected by my professor (Saturday), and two something happened at work (Monday-that's when I started to listen to this song again) then today I got the "best" message ever(Friday)! I do not know why this is happening since all came from different directions (school-work-personal). I felt searing pain this morning from reading the message. My ego was terribly bruised over the weekend and last Monday and I do not know if I even deserve this AT ALL. 

Don't get me wrong, I can still say 2012 has been the best year since 2008. :) Well there are just some little bumps along the way, but what happened this week was something I never expected (duh?). 

A month ago a friend told me, someone described me as a strong woman. Maybe I am. But for 2013, I promise I will be a fighter, I will be stronger, I will be VERY PATIENT, I will be a better person and I will try new things, broaden my horizons and be happy, contented and free! Yes, very idealistic but I will dream big, aim big and pray to God to help and guide me. Who's with me? Yes yes yes!

xoxo,
s.♥