I miss my college friends.

xoxo,
s.♥

PERFECT BALANCE.

CREDITS HERE

My Love Will Never Fail You - Marie Hines

I am good with words. I am good with how I use these words. I am good in how I convey these thoughts into words..how it is written and said. Maybe I am gifted with how I use these words..But I hope you will believe me in everything that I say. Remember these words will never be enough to make you feel what I really feel now because of you.

I was listening to the song posted above for more than an hour already. This is just one of the songs that makes me want to write here again. My heart is filled with gratitude, happiness, love and I know it is stronger than ever because you are here with me.

I don't really believe in chances or serendipity. We can always choose what we want to be, who we want to be with or even the people we want to be with and even the situations we are in. But I think what we have is a perfect balance of serendipity and the choices that we made months ago. And I am thankful it all happened this year. It is unexpected. It is beautiful. It is perfect for us.

Thank you. Thank you so much for the unconditional love you're showing to this little brat girl..Thank you for making me yours and for allowing me to call you my one and only.

As much as I want to share every bit of emotion I have now...I want to keep it to myself. You definitely know what my thoughts are..so don't get bothered. I will see you soon.

I love you so much.

xoxo,
s.♥

disclaimer: I haven't edited the post above. Free flowing thoughts on this one.:)

All Piled Up

The title of this blog entry fits all of thoughts I wanted to write... Beware. This post will be full...of BS. I need this.

1. I never liked people who doesn't appreciate what is given to them.
2. I never liked people who will just be nice to you just because you gave something to them. Fuck. Be genuine.
3. It is REALLY HARD for me to be "plastic" with other people. Mahirap siya gawin at hindi ko lubos maisip kung bakit para sa ibang tao ay napakadali nito.
4. Before you assume, there is this method called "ASKING"... I am not saying I NEVER ASSUMED ALL MY LIFE, but BS...I never, never ASSUMED someone liked me...tapos i-share sa iba. FU. Mixed signals? Why don't you ask me first?
5. Why can you be so manipulative?
........
so that's about it. full of BS and FU. :|

xoxo,
s.♥

Thoughts running inside my mind since I dyed my hair darker over the weekend: (as if there's a connection between the two??)

1. Building my the fence and clamming up again just to keep my defense stronger. Being complacent is never an option..

2. I guess it's a sign..that I will never say anything to you..

3. If you did not do ANYTHING wrong DON'T EVER FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ANYTHING!

4. Sometimes even the people you trust use your weakness just to "test" you...having fun? Good for you :)

Oh well.


xoxo,
s.♥

*credits to the owner of the photo*

Never settle for mediocrity, test your limits but always do your best and be open for new knowledge and experience. :) Posting this just because it's the start of another academic year for me while juggling work and personal life..Challenging? Yes, could be.. I am praying for patience and faith!

Never quit!

xoxo,
s.♥

It's always nice to feel special and loved, but it would be nice if you will make someone feel special and loved.. :) To make something very special work, two people should and must make an effort to make it happen.. :)

**credits to the owner of the video

xoxo,
s.♥

SUMMER 2013

Beach trip? None. Who said that going to the beach is a requirement for having a happy summer? HAHAHA

Read three books for this summer? Wasn't able to finish one book!

Got enough rest and sleep? Uhmm. Next please.

Meet new friends? Yes.

New routine? Yes.

Finally meet your sister and nephew after 7 years PLUS a family reunion/mom's bday?YES.YES.

Meeting people who makes you smile and laugh and happy? Yes. Yes.

New point of view?Yes.

New experiences? Yes.

Travel? Yes.For work and only ONCE for leisure.

HAPPY? YES!


Dearest SUMMER 2013,

You will never, ever be forgottonen.

xoxo,
s.♥

We get to meet someone who will forever change our lives, our choices, our routine but guess what..THAT SAME PERSON will also make you happy..

OFF-TOPIC:

While browsing my post this year and last year I noticed a BIG difference between APRIL 17, 2012 and APRIL 17, 2013. HAHAHA


xoxo,
s.♥

"siguro kung boyfriend mo ako. proud ako na ikaw ang girlfriend ko..."

something to that effect. nakakamatay!!!! :D

xoxo,
s.♥

FIRST QUARTER 2013

I am thankful, blessed and I am still learning a lot from everyone.

As usual January- March were deadly. My schedule in the office (events, meetings, out of town projects, etc) and school was  insane but I am thanful for the experiences, learnings, failures and successes.

I finally got my grades and I am contented but I know I could have done better. But I am still congratulating myself for doing a better job than the previous semester. I have 15 units left before my comprehensive exam and thesis. Yes, it's easier to say these things but there will be a whole lot of work to do. :) I am not yet ready, I will hug the first sem this June with open arms but for now I will enjoy my vacation from school.

I got to travel for work in Mindanao for 8 days then to Vietnam. I am thankful for the learnings and experiences again. Irreplaceable. :)

Finally... today April 17, 2 months to go before my 25th birthday..and today I am happy. I am contented. I am pleased. I am thankful and most of all I am blessed. :)

I accept the fact that I do not know everything, that I cannot please everybody, that I have few but real friends and I am gaining new friends who can back me up anytime, I am still learning and looking up to people who is very willing to teach me, that I am very strict with myself and yes I have high standards and will never lower it down just to please anybody, that I will never be alone, that change is constant and I am gaining momentum and I'll be who I want to be someday..In the meantime I will enjoy everything and slow down this summer. I promise to read AND finish at least 3 good books :)

CREDITS HERE

xoxo,
s.♥

NOW OPEN

"Ganun pala yun, kapag nagka-gusto ka na ulit. Yung open ka na masaktan ulit.."

I cannot even say those words and when I heard it from someone my heart skipped for a second. I heard those words from someone who has been really hurt... Until now I cannot imagine saying it. Does liking, or really liking someone or even loving someone requires you to be open to pain again?

xoxo,
s.♥

on crushes and likes and all that

can't even find the right words to express what I am feeling right now. happy emotions overload. with work, with friends, with crushes and allllll that.

xoxo,
s.♥

They just looked soooooo good together. I've watched this video over and over again and they looked so perfect!!!!

xoxo,
s.♥